
I can NOT believe it is October already!! Max will be 3 months old on the 4th. He has changed so much since he was born. I just stare at him amazed at how something so little can make this precious baby. He is sleeping through the night now, which is awesome, and has now for about 3 weeks. This is going to be alot easier on me when I go back to work. I have a little over a week left before I start my 3rd year at Rivercrest. I am so anxious about leaving Max all day to teach. I have not been away from him for more than 3 hours at a time and very soon I will be leaving him for 9 hours. I know that he will be in good hands, but it makes me sad to think that I am going to miss some of his milestones. I always said that I would never let someone else raise my children and I feel like that's what I am going to do. However, I also know that I have to provide for my family and that is what's best for him. It's also time for me to be around adults again. I talk to Max sometimes about different things going on and he just stares at me and smiles. It will be nice to get a response from someone when I talk to them. Life will be interesting for a while until we get a routine down, but we will get it. I have been so blest to have had the opportunity to be at home with Max for this long. I just can't believe it's time!!!!
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